my life, changing every day in every possible way, and in my dreams it never quite as it seems, never quite as it seems
Mood:  not sure
still, a little nervous about going home. its just. idno.

I thought this trip would be me "walking" on my own. standing on my own 2 feet, just in a different place. instead it was more like a high, it gave me a new perspective, and i've just been falling ever since. i've been pushed in one direction by that change of perception, as i change everything around me is changing too. what i become is just as new as my surroundings, but i'm "nearing the ground" and thats the end. now is when i really will have to start standing on my own feet and face the world, but these arent my feet im standing on any more. its not a new place, a new territory, that worries me now, but going back to an old territory with new, wobbily knees.

there it think that sums up pretty well about how i feel about going home. if you dont understand that you're a lost cause.


when i dream, usualy i never know im dreaming. often i wake up and i still dont now whether it was a dream or not. im just slow, or gullable like that maybe. but a few nights ago i had a dream i was back in the usa. i have a lot of dreams like that. but in this one i was like, but i cant be back yet! i still had a month left in korea! what did i do in that month! and obviously i couldnt come up with any memories. (wouldnt it have been cool if i did though?) so my dream self though, so this is a dream, and i must really still be in korea. now thats insane. its like my real self telling me, this is all not real, and i actually havent been born yet. so of course my dream self thought that was a lunitic idea. but then, i woke up and would you believe it? i was still in korea! how ironic

well my bus leaves for soechoen on 30 minutes, so i better head to the bus stop, buy my tickets and stuff.

I'm a snowball running, running down into the spring that's coming
Mood:  not sure
didn't do anything this weekend with everyone busy cramming for tests and everything.. and it looks like i dont have to go to school tomorrow either becuase they are haveing some other type of tests. the library will be closed so i have to find some other place to hang out. dont really want to attempt the quality time with the parents again. so maybe...hit up shi-nae or something. i did talk to emilio yesterday and we are planning to hang out next weekend till wednesday, since then my school has midterms and i dont have to go monday tuesday and wednesday. thursday my family plans to go shopping in dae-jon so i'm going to buy a suitcase there. i need to get a cheap one cuzi hav so many things i want to buy before i leave, and not a lot of money to do so. i forgot to ask yea-lim about the hanboks... so maybe ill email her. I don't really know whats going on with dany. we never talk any more. but then again, she's got another whole life going on in gunsan, what did i expect?

i'm soooo bored. everyone here studying all the time. if i had another exchange student or something id be better off i'm pretty sure. im really jealous dany and emilio got to go to the same school.

only 38 days until i go back to the usa. talked to tracy some last week. i think she's lucky she's got adianna, and shes jealous i never have to do any school work.

need to find soooomething to do! ah!

i'll try calling dany and emilio when i get home. just for someone to talk to. my mom and her rules though. she doesnt like me beng on the phone for more than 15 minutes. but i havent used the phon for like a month, so i've been saving up my minutes.

i moved my homepage to geocities because tripod is such a piece of crap, it frustrates me to no end. if you got to my blog you probably have been to my new site. is a lot easier and tripod was always giving me crap about my pictures taking up too much space. yahoo never has that problem. ^^

Do this! Do that! On track! Do me a favor and don't talk back!
Mood:  irritated
ahh!
my host mom is crazy. really. she is crazy.


shes like lori clean your room!

like i dont have ALL DAY when im doing NOTHING that i can clean my room. BUT NOOOOO

now! do it now!!!

cuz all i have to do is tidy my bed and clean my desk off

but i cant do that right either

im making everything dusty

i cant get anythingright

and she doesnt undersand me when i talk to her in english or try to explain why i'm not doing it right now! cuz its only 10 in the morning! the 1 hour i have for the computer and she decides that is when my room has to be clean.

so right now shes vacuuming my air cuz i make it dusty


and tahts the only thing i dont do when i clean my room is vacuum my damn air. and she thinks im soooo dirty

really all i have to do is tidy my bed, and stack my notebooks up on one side of my desk

my room isnt that friggen big!

does ji-eon have to clean her room? is her bed ever made? hell no. does seh vacuum her own air? NO CUZ SHE DOESNT MAKE DUST LIKE THE DAMN AMERICAN DOES. Im a dust machine thats what i am.

well my mom feels like it is her duty to wak eup and jsut start cleaning, and everyone else shoud follow suit when she does it

like i had just woken up

and she does it every day!

how much dust can i possible make in one day@?!?!?!!?


now im gonna go lock myself in my, currently clean of american produced dust, room.. and make some more. :)

important fire drill instructions: RUN LIKE HELL
Mood:  on fire
today, 6 block we had "fire prevention class." a fire drill. all my classmates asked if we had that in the usa. suuuure, like every month. but our firedrill is pretty unimpressive compared to theirs. they have one once a year, and its more like a skit or something. we just get hurded outside, regardless of the weather, wait for a few minutes and go back inside. but here!

first they made all their announcements and then the siren rang. all the girls startes screaming and running for the stairs. nothing like our "please stay calm and composed as you exit the building" type crap. it was fun. ^^. there were fire trucks waiting outside, and attached to one of the walls was a smoking, something. very advanced firedrills, ok? we all gathered by the wall along the entrance and waited. when everyone was outside some of the teachers rushed back in with stretchers for someone who was "injured". haha it was all too funny. since the school hallways is covered in windows we see the teachers run up 2 flights of stairs and book it into one of the classroom, then emerge with our wounded comrad. *round of appluase please* yay for your hero teachers who risk their lives daily for our benefit. heh heh heh. the ambulance (with green flashing lights...odd to see for me) came speeding up and took the injured student. 2 firefighters went up the the 4th floor and started hosing down the roof where there was another stratigically placed smoking thingy. they bravely extinguished a flaming box set in the middle of the yard too, with their handy fire extinguishers. i didn't have my camera, cuz i was unaware they had a fire drill today. but i took some pics with ara's cell phone and she'll email those to me some time hopefully. it was too much fun for a fire drill, really.


now, last weekend. i didn't hreally have anything planned. on saturday ji-na went to school, but came back for lunch with some friends and we went out to eat a a tak-kalbi restaurant. (chicken kalbi) its sooo good!! we met some other friends there, and more and more st. paul students kept coming in. it was like a reunion. ^^ tak- kalbi is pretty expensive though, so its probably nt going to be an every weekend thing. after lunch ji-na had to head back to school until 7 or so. i spent my day sleeping, and writing emails and stuff. haven't heard from dany or emilio since 2 weekends ago. i relaly wish we all went to the same school. its so boring here most of the time, especially with eveyrone studying 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. if there was another exchange student here, like if they had sent rose here too, i could have someone to hang out with after school. they are all studying and i jsut go home and do nothing. it might be better if i just stayed in class with them, since there's nothing else i can do. take walkes, but alone, its not fun. i really need to make friends from the other highschools where they get out of school at 5. then i could meet up wth them after school! I spend quality time with my host mom, and she's one cool gal, but its difficult to really visit with her, like...with nothing else going on.

ok, on sunday: talked to some friends in the usa on aol for a little bit. so nice. theres no one herei can really have a conversation with.mostly i jsut watch and listen. im learning the korean culture, and understanding it, but im still not really involved in it. im much more a part than i was when i first got here, but i could never "become korean" like they told me to do at the rotary meetings. its difficult to explain, so i wont.

at 12:30 i met yea-lim, i-sul, han-a, and jessica ..cant remember her korean name. oops. we went to eat at a steak restuarant in down town nonsan. very fun, a lot of walking. there's a lotteria (the korean version of a mcdonalds, i think its cleaner, maybe more expensive) near the steak restaurant so we walked there afterwards and yea-lim bought everyone ice creams. this time of year the cherry blossoms are so so beautiful, probaby like they are in dc, don't know cuz I'VE NEVER BEEN THERE. they have a cherry blossom festival that makes the belfast fair look like massive. but the street was lined with cherry trees all in full bloom, and it was GORGEOUS!! i wish i had taken my camera, cuz my host mom wouldnt take me yesterday and i'm doubtful she will today either. i could walk there, but its quite a hike and walking alone in korea, if your a foreigner is an experience all on its own. still makes me uncomfortable all the stares, so i'd rather walk with a friend. all the friends are in school, so it doesnt happen. :( but my host mom did take me out yesterday to a middle school a block from my house where they had cherry blossoms in bloom. i got a few pictures, and not many of me. my host mom took 2 pictures, and askes "ok done?" suuuuuure.
whoops i'm getting ahead of myself. back to the cherry blossom festival with yea-lim.there were some tents to sell things. my friends got me a key chain, really nice, with the face of a protector god of buddha. very korean. ^^ they are so nice....gotta love them. walking back we met some foreigners. maybe middle eastern, indian or something. i try not to stare at other foriegners, cuz i know how akward the koreans make me feel when they do. but there were about 7 of them in a group and they all stared and waved and said hi when we walked by. see, even foreigners stare at foreigners. we all walked back to teh school, because the 4 other girls all live in the dorms, and i walked home. all that walking drained me, so i went home and slept the rest of the day.

last week. i'm going backwards, so you gotta pay attention. ok last week: we had volley ball on friday, yay! i had on the 2 bracelets yea-min and ye-il got me in india, and one of them totally shattered during gym class. it was so sad, but i still have one and a wooden elephant they got me too. i saved some of the pieces and am going to put them in my art journal r something. i do feel bad about it, and i'll be more careful with my otehr one. now i only wear my copper bracelet to school, since its harder to break.

um, so thats all for now.
will report back later, and put my exciting fire drill pictures up as soon as i get them from ara.

-rori-

she only drinks coffee at midnight, when the moment is not and and her timing...unusual
Mood:  bright
today was so great, i mean, i needed a day like this. it almost makes up for a lousy last week.

but before i get into it.......[!]

ummm lets see...
sunday when i got home, i put a new contact in first thing. then by that night it was all flipped over so i had to take it out. but i could still see. strangest thing. and i realized i still had the new contact in. the flipped one was the one i thougth i lost. it had been on the bck of my eyelid or something. ewwwwwwwww, but at least i know my brain didnt swallow it or something.

last weekend the nonsan strawberry festival was happening. we went sunday night, the last night of it but it was realy boring. there were like 3 lines of tents that were selling things and a lot of food tents. no strawberries though. what? i thought this was a strawberry festival!!! no but we have squid and veggie korean style pancakes. um...... no i'm full thanks. a russian guy came up and started talking to me, thinking i was also russian. he said i looked like i could be russian, which is a compliment, because koreans at least, think russians are so beautiful. at first i thought he was korean until i saw he had blue eyes. then i assumed american. but i couldnt understand a word he was saying. well thats cuz he was speaking russian! hah! i know english, i haven't lost it completely!

so monday.....
i went to school late, 8:30 instead of 7:30. first thing mr soh approaches me in the hallway, i'm thinking, "crap...busted...." but he just wanted to say if i ever have a problem again i can just come to him. "just uhh.... make...uh ....yourself at home" sometimes he reminds me of porkey pig. hahaha. what happened to problem student i was becoming?? well anyways, IM NOT A PROBLEM STUDENT! IM A GOOD STUDENT!!!! kkkkkkkkk
monday was good, and it finaly felt like things were looking up. we had computer class and i got an email from rose and one from dany. ^^ computer class, gym class, prayer class, [k not so sure about this prayer class, but the nun that teaches it is soooo soo nice. so that class gets a thumbs up] and 'empty' class are all good changes from the basic stuff where i just sit there and day dream. i dont understand any of that so i only do work out of my korean book, but since i finished it...class is pretty dull. hopefully KG will send me book 2. im writing her an email requesting it right now...actually. so yah, any break i get from sitting and staring out the window is good by me. after i get home from school, around 5:15, its usually really boring. mom is sometimes home but she goes to her room, and i go to mine. i play guitar a lot, and i'm getting pretty good. not that im one to brag, since compared to any of my friends in the US who play, im terrible. but hey at least i havent given up yet! monday night when i got home i played guitar for a while but was bored. ji-na was in school, ji-eon was in school, and ji-yoon is in the dorms ^^ [!!] so i took a walk, but it didnt do much good. i walked to school, and this was at like 8 at night. but everyone was busy studying so i didnt stay. they are studyin extra hard now because may 1,2, and 3, are their major tests. so i walked to shi-nae (town center). i didnt see anyone i knew. of course! everyone i know goes to st. paul's! and they are studying. not all schools study that hard though, and there were plenty of highschool students out and about. ji-na promised she would introduce me to her friends who to to different schools so i will have someone to hang out with. yay!

people from other schools know of me though. thats expected. its not every day an american goes to a school in their neighborhood. actualy this is the first time ever and american has come to study at a highschool in nonsan. so word gets around. today walking home at 5 i passed several groups of students from the boys highschool up the road. they stare and whisper and some say hi nice to meet you, but i've never stopped to talk to any of them. but today when i passed one particular group they say hi! and then whisper among themselves..."shshshshshsh lori. shshsh lori? shshshshshs lori. " .... do i know you? kkkkkkkkkkk

my home room teacher said it was fine if i didnt come to school until 8:30. but no later cuz classes start then. before its just exercise. so now i dont even wake up until 7:30. oh thats the life. ^^

i get out of school at 3, go to the library or something. regular classes go until 6 and students HAVE TO stay and study until 11. most sneak out earlier like...10. the boys highschool we pass on our way to school ji-na says is "really bad." they only study until 5 every day. ONLY 5!!!!! what MORONS!!

i don't even ask what that must make me. just not gonna go there. but since i'm american i'm not judged on my brains, only looks......

tuesday night me and my host mom and sister went to play bad mitten at ji-eons school. its mostly all retired people there, but its fun. i owe my mom an ice cream, cuz i lost but ehh, ice creams cheap. the teacher from dae-gon highschool was there and invited me back to the boys highschool (the really smart highschool, not the one near my house) this saturday. i'm planning on meeting yea-lim for lunch, but it shouldnt interfere. last time i went at 4 so probably i'll do the same this weekend. ji-na can't go with me, and i dont really want to go alone. it was really intimidating last time.

everyday after school i meet yea-lim at the library because all the students are suppose to clean for like 20 minutes.

ok so today. i think wednesdays are defninitely my favorite. we have computer and gym! woohoo! we played volley ball outside today. the weather was excellent, but i got a sunburn. i always forget wonderful sunshine means ugly sunburn. gotta bring sunblock to school now. but volleyball makes me happy. volleyball=love. me and 9 other students who can actually play started a game. then after school instead of using the comptuers in the library i went out and started another game with the 2-6 class that had gym. they weren't quite as good at it as my class was but it was fun. all day was fun. its like everyone was smiling and waving and saying hi. all my normal and very boring classes went by really fast. lunch was good. the sun was shining and i was happy. and i have plans for this weekend. yay.

i hold no expectations for tomorrow, but i am so relieved today went well. really really needed that. so now [i am happy]. i'll go play guitar for a little while.

-rori-

she said 'you would not understand'...slammed the door and said "i'm sorry, I had a bad day again"
Mood:  don't ask
its been one of those weeks i guess.

um...

got into a tiff with ji-na, over who i can and can't be friends with. its still not solved i dont think, but at least we are talking again. got into a tiff with my older sister, over nothing really...she just stopped talking to me one day, along with all of the friends of hers that i use to talk to a lot. now thats ironic huh?

me: ji-yoon, when are you getting back?
ji-yoon, *stares at me, squints,goes,"emmmmmm ja-jjung-naaaaaaaaaaaaa(like 'errrr' when annoyed) ..... uhhhhhh!!!!!!! ji-naaaaaaaaaaaa~~~ borageeoooooo???????? (what did she say?)*deep sigh* ahhhh jaaaaaaa-jjung-naaaaaaaaaa"

but! she moved to the dorms in her univeristy yesterday i think. this is extremely good news because if i have to hear that ja-jjung-na one more friggen time i'll give her something to "ja-jjung-na" about!


nothing was really going well in nonsan, i didnt go to classes on thursday beause....i just couldnt. it was too much stress. i wasnt even out of school, i just didnt go to class.i was in the library till lunch and went home. but even so, kg got a call from one of the school people, [probably mr soh, cuz he has say over me,] and they said she should talk to me becuase i'm becoming a problem student. i'm such a rebel.... KG says i should go to her when i have problems. yah i'll try that. they seem so fine with me going to the library to get away from my stress, i wonder how she expects me to get in contact with her in soechoen? thanks for your concern, kg, but you just dont get it.

me emilio and dany were invited to seocheon this weekend for a school officials meetng. wejust had to teach a class, and welcome them when the important people came. with my week from hell behind me i was hoping this weekend would be something to relax me, or something. i got to seocheon at 8 and went to emilios house where dany and emilio were both staying. it was alright, and on friday we went to donggang middleschool. it was different with out the students we use to be in the same class with. we saw kyeong-hwa on our way to school, she was walking to her highschool. she looks so different! so grown up. and hee-sung whose in the 2nd grade now got sooo tall! wow!everyone else had changed a little too. they had a new native english teacher now, john T from texas. he is way way better than garreth and doesnt hit the students. he's only been here for 2 months and we talked to him, its like everything he says sounds just like what we went through too. after lunch we went back to chongito's house (chong-ho) me and emilio played bad mitten for a while, and went to the market in soecheon with his mom. dany slept most of the time. things were really different with me and her. ji-eun had been really glad to see me though, and so was bean! ^^ at the middleschool ji-eun was showing me around to the new students, going isnt she pretty isnt she prety? (yeppun yeppun yeppun???)

today we brought dany to the school in gunsan so she could meet up with her host sister and go to their house in jeon-ju. emilio will stay until tomorrow but i wont see him again this weekend. before we dropped dany off at her school we did some shopping for emilio. his dad gave us 10 minutes so we were running al over the store, trying to find pants and shirts for him. tomorrow me and ji-eun are going back to do some shopping for ourselves.

dany told me she couldnt get her visa so shes not coming back with me. i think its for the best since it's going to be difficult starting over and all.

i lost a contact yesterday and my head really hurts from just using one. i can get another one when i get back to nonsan but i have another day to just use one. its hard to see and my head is throbbing.

will go to bed now or something.

-rori-

nae maum apayo
Mood:  accident prone
"i cant leave things well alone understand i'm accident prone"

last weekend i went to dae-kon boys highschool. ji-na went with me but only brougth me there, then her and mom left. one of the boys in the 1-5 class had gone to new zealand so he knew pretty good english and translated for me. the teacher just left me there in the class to take over, and i had a translater and just answered questions the whole hour class. i did pretty good, despite how extremely nervous i was. after the hour was over they wanted pictures. i have them in my yahoo album.

didnt do anything sunday. borng boring boring. monday we had school. i had only gotten like 3 hours of sleep so it was a miserable monday. most mondays are though. BUT! tuesday completely made up for it. we had it off for koreans day of trees. its like arbor day. me and some friends planned to meet at the school then go to pizza hut and go to the noraebang. i was the first to arrive and then a-ra and i-sul. eun-young and eun-hee came too, which was unexpected. we met su-mok and her boyfriend at pizza hut. it was unfun for him since he was the only guy and they had decided before hand that they werent going to lik ehim. so before our pizza ever arrived he left and took su-mok with him. we tried to convince her to stay but she barely ever gets to see him i can understand her wanting to spend her day off from school with him. ara didnt take it quite as well, infact they havent spoken at all today. hmm. anyways. the pizza was excellent:D then we went to the noraebang in the town center. the weather was soo sooo sooo beautiful! i couldnt have chosen a better day to get off from school! really.

the noreabang was nicely decorated but it didnt have a real good selection of english songs which was dissapointing. but anyhow, we stayed there fora few hours. my singing is soo bad! and koreans all have such good singing voices, but they gave me more than my fair share of singing time, beacuse i'm "special guest" and i didnt have to pay for anything. :) after my songs they all told me how good my singing is. hah what crap,but they are too too nice. it was great bunches of fun. days like that are what make me htink i want to come back and spend a year here for college. just because it was soo nice to be part of something. yes too much fun. i even sang some of the korean songs. they were extremely impressed with that. *pats self on back*
when we left we hit up mcdonalds and strolled around shi-nae ( the town center with all the open markets and clothing stores.) since the weather was good we got ice creams and just window shopped. what koreans call 'noon' shopping. (eye shopping) like shoppign with your eyes get it? ok.
i got a little snow globe with korean people in it and a glass block with the laser bubbles they can do, know what i mean? with the 3-d picture in them? its really cool, its got a korean bell and says korea's bell in korean underneith it. i have a postcard of the same bell, so i'm going to send that to heike someday. since i did promise her a post card forever ago. maybe if it comes with a little present she'll look past how unfashionably late it is.
we all met at 11:30 and didnt get home till 5. it was good fun. at school wher we all departed we found yon-nam and i-ji. she got her hair cut so it looks so cute! i-ji i had never met until yesterday. she looks just like a korean version of jesse matherson. crazy.
me and ji-eon went to the vido store and rented the last samuri later and we watched half of the first tape when ji-yoon came back and me her and ji-na all went to shi-nae again. ji-yoon did some shopping and we just followed. after we went to the venus store her grandmother owns. she takes me and jina and starts fitting us for bras, right in the middle of the store, infront of god and everyone. luckly by night the shi-nae was pretty empty, so not many people were around to see. she gave me some pajamas and me and jina each underware. so nice.
afterwards we got home, and it was all good until my mom got home and had a fit. i dont understand any of it, but she was yelling at ji-na and i dont know what i did but she sent me to my room anyways.

so that was my korean tree day. it was great.
right now since my classes are over im in the library. the middle students come in and just attack me. i spend more time introducing myself and shaking hands than i do actually on the computers i think. not that im complaining, cuz i like all the attention. but its tiring too. their english is minimal and my korean is even less. tap-dap hada....himdul-ro.
its raining out now but i think im gonna head home, or maybe just walk around.

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man-oo-jol (april fools day)
Mood:  caffeinated
april fools day was crazy. koreans definitely get a lot more into april fools day than they do for easter and christmas! we have new desk arrangements now so im not sitting by jina any more. it so boring and the girl i sit next to just sleeps all class. su-mok i-sul and a-ra keep me company though, and jina kinda leaves me on my own. shes probably tired of translating for me all the time. i can't blame her i bet its hard work.

in the morning everyone was switching classes and going crazy. i stuck with i-sul and su-mok cuz getting lost in all the chaos could have been dangerous. then mr. soh got on the loud speaker and started having a 15 minute fit about the schools disorder. but thats how it is suppose to be i guess, and the students seems unphased by his orders to return to thier classes. it was all a little strange, andi didnt know what was going on...but it was fun. we ended up in a classroom a few rooms down, cuz mr soh would come in and kick all the students who arent suppose to be there out, and we'd run to a new classroom, and all the teachers are just going about thier lessons like there arent 30 extra kids running around and hiding and getting yelled at in their classroom.

before lunch we went to the art teachers class becuase mr soh wouldnt find us there. we spent the rest of the tme before lunch there. the art teacher is also my home room teacher. he's by far the nicest teacher in the whole school. and let us all say there, and one of the girls brought a soju bottle, (filled with water i'm assuming....) to school for him because he's known for enjoying alcohol a lot. the school doesnt mind because he's such a good artist and is old.

on wednesday they all had testing so i didnt have to go to clas. i wasnt suppose to be in school at all but home was boring and i had nothing else to do so i used the computer in the library all day. during their testing some of the girls would come in and visit me, but mostly it was just me and the librarian. the library was sooo freezng, and thursday i had a really unfun cold so i stayed home. i told jina i would go to school later but i just didnt feel like it later either. and no one cared because they can't really get mad at me. i'm like the special ed kid who sits in the back of the class and doesnt understand anything the teacher says, but they all pat her on the back, smile, and tell her shes doing a good job anyways. :) yah that is me. make the usa proud, i do.



anyways. this weekend, it doesnt look like anything i had planned is going to work out. min-jeong is leaving for japan next week. he had said he might visit this weekend, but now it looks like a no. we went out to eat with his family and another family last week. outback steak house! yay! that was fun...but its probably going to be the last time i see him. :(
byeong-ju might visit, but the parents are probably going to be home this weekend so he can't visit like last time and stay at the house. maybe we'll all go to the gymchilbang again. and ji-yoon isnt taking me to visit her university or the boys highschool, and ji-na doesnt want to go with me cuz shes "shy". grrr. so that isnt happening. damn i've been looking forward to this weekend all week cuz i finally had plans,and now its al just like...well none of its going to happen.

*sigh*

i got a package from katie. i dont know if i mentioned that already or not, but yah, very impressive. that was a 52 $ package. i do love katier.

maybe rose will call this weekend. it seems like forever ago that i heard from her, and i always miss her online. also no emails from her for a while too. ahhh~~ its hard to take

KG called and said all the exhcnage studnents are suppose to go to seocheon the wekend of the 8th for some celebration. i dont really want to , and that was the weekend emilio had his birthday thing planned. no one even asked him, she just called his school and had the teachers inform him he was going. i doubt we really HAVE to go, so we could all just meet at emilios place in gunsan anyways, and say sorry kg, we were really busy. since we arent part of the middle schools exchange program then they can't really expect us to be there everytime they have ceremony. the school officials want to meet us. that sounds like a whole lot of fun. no not really. but i'd get to see ji-eun again. its up to dany and emilio. if they want to go i'll go, and we can go back to gunsan after the middleschool thing.

ifyou havent checked my cyworld link you should, its really fun! and i have new pictures of roses, from when she left. theyre good.

i got a letter from cayla on tuesday and sent one out to her on wednesday. i feel so acomplished! its good hearing from her. i should mail her some more pictures now that i have a few lying around.

all for this week i think. we get a day of school off on tuesday for arbor day. woohoo!

-rori-

happy rabbit day!
Mood:  silly
its not really rabbit day anymore....but they dont celebrate it here , and it is only a few hours past rabbit day for everyone in the usa anyways. give me a lil credit. ^^
i got a cyworld! its a lil miny hompy everyone in korea, practically everyone, has, its such a good way to learn korean and stay in touch with people

my site name is www.cyworld.com/lori06

a lot of it is korean, but you can get the main idea of it. its fun. i spend most of my computer time on there trying to translate the messeges people post to me on the guest book thing. ji-yoons friend byeong-ju is trying to teach me korean that way, but damn i must be the slowest learner ever! i accidentally called one girl dumb, when i meant to say my korean is bad, it came out saying she is bad =dumb. well damn me. today she came up to me, "why you call me bad?" me? call you bad? i did what? uh...crap. she wasnt angry... luckily, and everyone understands how poor my korean is so she laughed it off. i felt so dumb though.

last night i found the candles in my luggage with the log cabin scene on it that looks like my house. they were for my host family, as xmas presents, and i gave 1 to ji-euns family, but had 2 left...so i gave one to ji-yoon and one to ji-na.

my family has a new set up on our coffee table with the familys pictures. they had everyones there, but no pics of me, since you know...im not relaly family.i pointed this out to my mom..."oma.... jiyoon issoyo, jina issoyo, jieon issoyo.....ji-u (thats me ^^) obsoyo...." so we found a good pic and she put it with the rest of the family. i feel so accepted. :)when we have guests she shows them the family pictures collection :) oh yah! that includes me. woot!

today in korean class they were reading from their text book, and im not paying any attention because i rarely ever do...i was studying my korean books that are much more down at my level.i hear "sup?"... "what's up" haha.. what? ok, im back, what did i miss? that was in their text book i guess, as an example. so jina was asking me about it so i explained 'sup was much more of a ghetto term, and what's up, was more common and preferable over "how are you? what are you doing?" so everyone, practicing "suuuuup??" and "whats up??" all together. it was great:)

sunday i got a call from rose!! it was the best. the phone reception was not great, but still. we use to talk almost every day a month ago....then i havent heard from her for a few weeks....so yah that was really awesome. when i get back to the us it'll definitely be back to calling that girl every day. i miss her so much!!!!!!

i sent the 2 big boxes home i've been meaning to send out for a couple...months...now. hah o well. i sent them both by ship which cost me only 25,000won and i have another package all ready with my hanbok in it...but im owrried about it. if that gets lost i'll be beyond upset. well.. hopefully it will make it home in one piece. it should be there about the same time i get there, since it takes a good 2 months for anything by ship.

saturday was jimmys birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!LOVE YOU!!!

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^thats a heart incase it doesnt work with this program

well my hour is so far over, i better go before anyone notices


-lori-


new pics!

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It's been one week since you looked at me, threw your arms in the air and said *your crazy*
Mood:  lucky
its been a week! i'm such a slacker! it was an uneventful week, so that should make the fact that i havent updated more acceptable. the weekend was good.

saturday i didnt go to school, even though they woke up me at 8 like they expected me to go. by 8:30 when we were suppose to leave and i was still lounging around in my pajams i think they realized i meant what i had said about staying home on saturday. its my mental health day. sat around drinking green tea and coffee, and writing or reading. not like i dont do enough of those during the week days, but it was relaxing for a saturday morning. the night before jiyoon and ji-eon and my mom had all gone out to they gymchilbang at 11 at night. i dont see the appeal of this...especially because it involves sleeping on thoe uncomfortably hot heated marble floors. nope, ill pass,and just sleep in my own bed, thanks. they got back at around 6 am on saturday morning and my littlest sister ji-eon was still expected to go to school.

i cant really remember anything i did during the week besides going to school. after that i pretty much just dragged myself home at 3, and stayed at home for the rest of the day. its a lot to take, all the korean girls screaming and bouncing around and nonstop chattering. its like being locked in a room full of bats. or maybe chittery birds. except im trying to comprehend what they are saying and understand the situations.

sometimes when my oldest sister ji-yoon gets home from the university, we go out for exercise. its just a walk around a few blocks of my house but its better than nothing, i know. she says she wants to join the health club again, but i can think of a million excuses that prevents me from going. really, im just too lazy to make it worth the 30$ a month it would cost me. its warm enough now to just go jogging at night, if the mood strikes. *which it hasnt for like 6 months...but who knows!*

nal-ssi-ga choh-a-hae. the weather is nice, it rained a few days ago, but it was warm still. i'm going to have to start wearing sunblock walking home. it even smells like spring time. i'll be getting all use to the warm weather here, where they actually have a spring, uninterrupted by freak snowstorms. then i'll get back to maine in june, and there will still be snow on the ground. hah! maine....
wednesday was warm enough that i didnt have to wear a jacket to school.woooahhh! unfortunatly...my wallet is in my jacket, and my house key is in my wallet.....so i was waiting outside for an hour for mom to come home and let me in. :) leave it to the american.

today is my little sisters birthday! that means...more cake!
class over, more later maybe

lori anne


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~now is the later i was refering to earlier~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

since ji-na didnt go to school on a sunday she had to have punishment. yah skipping school, normal-- not sunday church school stuff but they expect studets to attend regualr classes on a sunday--...oh my sister is such a rebel. :) i can almost be reasoned with about school on saturday. it could work and some schools do it in the usa. but school on sunday... is morally wrong. especially for a chrisitan school. didnt god get sunday off too? he can probaby accomplish a lot more than we can in a week, and if he's allowed to break for sunday...well i think its only fair for us to be able to too.

just a rant, because taking that to a korean school board would probably get me deported. they are that serious about their education. koreans are sooo smart. lots of people i meet brag about their sons or daughters getting into harvard or other ivy league colleges in the usa. i figure anyone who studies for 16 hours a day should be able to pass a harvard test like it was nothing. theres definitely no where in the usa that offers highschool and middleschool education like that.

saturday my host parents left for someplace over night. yay house party! no not really. but ji-eon had a friend over and ji-yoon had a friend over and her friends boyfriend. his english is really good, to everyones amazement. they are always shocked when a fellow korean is able to communicate well with me in english, like woah no one was expecting that! haha. we stayed up until 3 watching movies, talking and showing eachotehr photo albums. it was a good time.

dany and emilio were allowed to leave their school campus, ((which only happens like two times a month)) this weekend. but they were at emilios house and we didnt get together. its not easy since we live about an hour apart,and have so little free time. i dont knwo how we are going to work out the visa for dany if she doesnt haev time to do any of the paperwork required, or even have time to take the interview. :( all this stuff to do, and zero motivation. well, thats not new...i havent been motivated or inspired to do anything for a while. dont know whats up with that.
theres too much and too little going on at the same time, does that make sense to you?

on sunday ji-eun called and talked for a while. she was worried since rose had left for the usa that i was going to too. i havent talked to her, (ji-eun) since graduation so it was really nice. earlier i was expecting the call from dany and emilio, so sort of expected her to invite me over and then we'd meet up with dany and emilio. that would have been a weekend plan...like normal. but no, she had just clled to talk, which was fun too. dont know what happened to dany and emilio but they never did get around to calling :( bums.

ok, well anyways- ji-na is chickening out on getting the piercing wth me. she says this month they are doing a clothing check on all the students and they check for piercings too, so she doesnt want to have to remove it before its fully healed. but i'm pretty sure its an excuse because a-ra told her how much it hurt. thanks a-ra. haha

noh wae nae mahl shibal?? and they say im not learning korean?! ji-na taught me that, it means why are you ingorning me? but shibal is roughty translates into the F word.... people get a kick out of listining to me say it. ji-na ="lori lori say to her what i taught you." me- "noh wae nae mahl shibal?" **shreiks** :D im make my host family so proud.

also, st pattys day came and went with out any recognition. how dissapointing. they dont appreciate the irish like they should. ji-yoon was doing homework and yells, "do you knwo what today is????" me- "st patricks day!" her-"um... thrusday." well ya that too.... she had never heard of st patricks day. not that i really understand it, and i dont know who st patrick was, but i just assumed it was an international holiday. :( crap

and that is everything *that i can remember* that happened this week.

lori anne