if you dance like that in church jesus will kill you
Mood:  surprised
nothing new has happened. nothing of any great significance. how many weekends have passed? 2.

dany comes over every weekend and for the first weekend the camera men were back, so after we did some shopping they took us to the gymchilbang. a really really impressive sauna, its better than the one in gunsan except there arent mats to sleep on, just the hard marble floor. not that we did much sleeping anyways. but i'll get there. the camera people taped us in the sauna then having a snowball fight in the ice room, and me and dany singing karayoke. we had all the harmonies in the house singing 'im a barbie girl!' at 11 we talked to camera people into taking us to gunsan. we didnt get back until 3. "dany i'm your beeeest friend! you wanna knw why!! well i'll tell you cuz you dont remember" maybe cuz of a not so pleasent experiences with chicken. "omg does that woman have purple spots all over her or am i just seeing things??"-"no she really has purple dots all over her" anyways we didnt get to sleep until 4, and woke up at 8 to go home. (you can sleep at the gymchilbangs. )

weekend two me and dany went to the noraebang with dany and 6 of our highschool friends. later we walked around seocheon, and they paid for us to take a taxi to yealims house. really nice people. we rented movies (in english), troy and hot chick. there we watched harry potter, and harry looks JUST FREAKIN LIKE rose's boyfriend. hahah soo weird. me dany and rose stayed the night. at like 2 in the morning we went for a walk around their village, me rose and yeamin. it wasn't too cold, but then again, i had on 3 layers of pants. :) "does this make my butt look fat?" ummm yup!

sunday morning emilio called and invited me to lunch because they wre having dog and knew i wanted to try it. his host family are te nicest people. emilio got pictures of me eating dog, dunno when ill get to see those. it was really good though. i dont know why its so wrong to eat dog, we eat chicken and pig...so why not? and its not like i'd eat bean or casper, i didn't know this dog. while i ate, emilio and julian were barking at me, trying to make me feel bad. thanks for the support guys. at yealims we watched movies and we stayed sunday night there too. at 11 everyone was asleep but me and dany so we went for another late night walk. emilio had said if i stayedi should go to his house later. ye-il me and dany walked there. ye-il didnt know we were going to emilios until a lil ways there, and was like no can i got back and change its cold and its a long walk. nahhh you can handle it!! and him-no tomorrow i'll have acold! noo you wont! we stayed until 1 then walked home. sure enough, its thursday and ye-il is still sick! oh noooo! we are bad friends!!!!!!!!! we killed them!!! "no wait, only one"

i got 2 more packages from home. one with cookies and snacks for bean, and one of candy! sooo happy!!!!!!!!!they are hidden in my room, from myself, cuz i eat too much as it is. i'll never ever ever be able to get back into shape for senior year track....tear

on monday we were sooo tired, (maybe because of the lack of sleep sunday night) hmm? we styed in the nurses office all day. its an empty office with 2 bedrooms. sometimes the koreans will come in and visit us. first yeamin came in, and stayed for about 20 minutes, and just as he left, like THE SECOND HE WALKED OUT THE DOOR his twin came in. its spooky and us....wtf?! ok which one aaaaare you?? and he was saying the same things yeamin had said it was weird. me and tracy are not like that at all!!!! they're realllllly close!

almost forgot.... had another dream about cominghome. I dont' know why i'm so scared of coming home, its so far away and what do i have to worry about? but something is always nagging my subconscnience.... anyways i came back for a few days, like in my other dream, and this timei was home for prom. it was at mt view, and there were allthe people there that had already graduated like megan carmen and jeff harris. i didn't have a dress, didn't have time to buy one, so I wanted to call heather, to have to bring one from last year or something. she wasn't there. the people there were really early, and getting ready or something. but i couldnt call her, and I couldnt find anyone I knew. the people there werent paying any attention to me, and it was really flustering. always only there for a few days, at a big social gathering, can't find any of my friends....yep there is a deffinate pattern here.