its time to make this something that is more than only fair
Mood:  blue
I havent written for a while now, so i thought i'd throw a lil in here. just for myself probably


fieldhockey pre season started a couple weeks ago. the first week was soo hard, we were hving 2 practices a day, and my muscles were shredded. but i skipped a few and was back on my feet for the next week. we had a scrimmage the other day with camden belfast and georges valley. myra, a friend from way back in the day, (elementary school girlfriend) was there, which was kick ass, cuz i've missed her like crazy. i tried calling her once, but she wasnt around. after the scrimmage she called and we talked for a while. we'll have to get in touch sometime. kristin ireland also called a few days ago. me, tracy, myra and kristin were all best buds back in 4th-6th grade. kristin and us kind of ended on bad terms but that was way way back, and shes changed now. so hopefull i'll see something of her soon. and myra too. that would be great, bringing back old ties!

october, my rose is coming over!!!! it makes me super happy!!! i could just shit!!! i love my rose soooooo much. expeciallly i am missing her, now that my max has taken a 2 week vac to europe. it will be a long ass 2 week,s but she deserves a break from her family and maine. everyone does. so rose and her bf too are coming up for a couple weeks. i dont think i have any vacations in october but im so excited that im actually going to see my rose again!! yessss!

everyone else, im not srue whats going on with them. i might as well be half a world away again, for all i knwo about whats going on in the life of heather, carrie, jimmy, ...anyone. maybe it'll be better when school starts. i htink jimmy is coming back to mt view next year.

so, practice got over an hour ago, and now its supper time! woot woot! then...shower!! yess life is boring


things are good with jack. saw him on the weekend. he works on the weekdays, most of them. dont hear much from him on those days. its really dissapointing, i thought i'd see him today. theres not much else to look forward to,but i really do look forward to the time iget to spend with him. usually its once a week. one day on the weekend, unless hes got concerts lined up. i really wish i saw more of him, all my other friends seem to have ditched, and have their own agendas. the week days are pretty lonely. im jealous of tracy for being needed by chan'tal, and hanging out with the gardners and phil and jray. christ, phil comes over every day, usually even spends the night, and they arent even dating! i need to get friends like that. but im prolly just being greedy. im taking jack away from his friends too, the 5 minute phone calls and the 1 or 2 days a week i get to see him. ok i dont really think i am, but in his defense....


ehh, its gonna be a week. i havent heard from dany or emilio for a long time. and i've pretty much given up on julian. hes really busy moving to spain and getting into college i'm sure.


so suppers getting cold next door at grams, then i'll stay for a few games of cards. tracy and phil will prollybe over in a lil bit too. she went shopping with chantal today in bangor. i'll be headed there tomorrow i think, to get my eyebrow ring taken out, and replaced with onei can actually take out on my own. and i'm goingtoretake my permit test too.

so
anyounghi kasaeyo
saranghae rose!
hankukun pogoshipeoyo~~~ TT TT